natural change

"When we say things like “people don’t change”, it drives scientists crazy, because change is literally the only constant in all of science. Energy, matter; it’s always changing, morphing, merging, growing, dying. It’s the way people try not to change that’s unnatural. The way we cling to what things were instead of letting them be what they are; the way we cling to old memories instead of forming new ones; the way we insist on believing, despite every scientific indication, that anything in this lifetime is permanent. Change is constant. How we experience change, that’s up to us. It can feel like death, or it can feel like a second chance at life. If we open our fingers, lose our grips, go with it, it can feel like pure adrenaline. Like at any moment, we can have another chance at life. Like at any moment, we can be born all over again."

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Today is just one of those days where nothing seems to feel right.
Sure, I laughed, I smiled, ate sushi, and had a little fun. But those moments were fleeting quickly.Something is just bugging me, and I can’t shake it off. Everything just annoys me. I feel like I’m back in high school, anti-social, not wanting to be bothered. Alone.

MINUS 1;; I thought seeing my boyfriend would help, but he has a bunch of shit too, and he’s been having a bad week. I also thought since it’s Chinese New Year, he’d want to learn about it and celebrate with me this year, or at least relax a bit too, but no. It doesn’t do anything for him. Even if it’s important to me and my culture. #cultureclash

MINUS 2;; my dad decides to yell at me because I took the bus to go eat dinner downtown today. Why? because he thinks the weather should stop me from leaving the house. Wouldn’t he be so happy if I became a housemaid and stayed at home all day and night. eff you.

MINUS 3;; I still miss my grandpa and it still hurts… I don’t know why. it shouldn’t… no?

It’s just so hard right now.
I don’t know what to do.

bad day grief annoyed culture clash

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forward.

It keeps hitting me, but I can’t seem to grasp it.

Life keeps moving forward, but it seems like all of a sudden, it’s moving fast.

Some friends are married, some are having babies already, and others own a house. They don’t have any wealthy lifestyles, but just living the course of life.

In a way, it scares me.

I like where I am right now, but I can’t help but think about the future now.

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somethinglikeally:

get marriaed

littlemissdorkette:

‘It was my pleasure.’ - Rachel McAdams & Ryan Gosling winning the Best Kiss award in 2005.

Main reason why I love it when it’s MTV Awards time. I get to see a lot of this on my dash. It’s 7 years later and people haven’t forgotten. I bet if there weren’t any rules, they’d win best kiss 10 years in a row.

just get married please

but it’s so sad they broke up in the first place…. :(

(Source: fuckyeahmcgosling, via dearbecca)